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[Jul. 17th, 2008|02:57 am] |
If i can say one thing about love its that its not like anything they make it out to be. Its cruel, judgemental, and brutally honest. But in the same light, love has proven to be the strongest power on earth. Its heart warming, life changing, monumental, emotional, beautiful, and difficult. I think the reason fairytales, and movies make things seem so easy when it comes to love because thats the way it should be. Something as beautiful and pure as love, whether it be mutual, unreuqited, new, old, used, or broken, it should be worshiped. In our world love is rare and its beauty is scary, people think they don't deserve it, or they think they're not ready for it.
That's where I sit. Not ready for it, well I am, he's not.. anymore. Mistakes were made, people were hurt but the weirdest part is that our love has not changed, we have, our surroundings have, our lives have completely but that love, that feeling, that look, touch, smell, smile.. it hasn't changed in over a year not one bit. Its eerie. I wish he understood that the "college experience" is not equal to what we have. I'm so scared. I'm scared to be alone, I'm scared he'll move on, I'm scared I'll move on. I watch these people go in and out of long term relationships and I just don't get it. How can you turn love on and off like that? That's why I know I'm different. I can't turn it off. I try, he tries we've hurt eachother in every way possible, but it won't leave. Its so perfect, with all of its imperfections. I know it will live on past our dumb mistakes over the next few years, I shouldn't be scared.
Love is beauty.
this world lacks, true beauty.
I have true beauty. |
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[Jan. 11th, 2008|05:08 pm] |
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| im just another lush who's had one too many |
[Jan. 2nd, 2007|04:34 pm] |
this was the worst year for the music industry. if i hear fergilicious one more fucking time i might kill myself.
here's to hoping 2007 will bring, good music.. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2006|01:38 am] |
"when youre older, and you're asked to do house work.. just do it completely wrong and you will not be asked to do it again" --paris hilton
can she just choke on a hot dog already? i <3 nicole and if i have to watch this and listen to paris' jealous ass talk shit about her one more time i might kill her. go sing on an island and be a slut somewhere else philt |
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| better mood |
[Jan. 23rd, 2006|10:00 pm] |
| [ | listening to.. |
| | the new cheer mix is stuck in my head | ] |
today was not a better day, but i am in a better mood. i missed cheerleading believe it or not. im happy i went today.. it makes me realize there are other people out there than fake girls. you know? yeh. well its only monday so im sure there will be more to write. just poppin in to let out my cheer love. ha |
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| christmas christmas christmas! |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|02:27 am] |
| [ | im feeling.. |
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| | xtina - xmas song :) | ] |
i love christmas and im really depressed that i didnt take it like, seriously in december? i didnt get into it like i usually do and i really regret that.. next year im going all out. hehe im such a little goyum.. but then hannukah is 2m night shit fool holiday time is here! i <3 christmas it makes everyone happy even jewish people, its just like a day full of smiles and family and really thinking about how great your life is. and watching amazing movies, like the grinch and listening to music that makes you feel like youre a little kid again when there was nothing to worry about except going to sleep extra early so little santy could come, or hannukah harry or maybe you were like me and you let out challah and cookies :) but reguardless its just a great day. i hope its cold tomorrow maybe itll be like a chrismukkah miracle, tomorrow is actually like a real chirstmukkah.. i think thats a first in a while i wish i had a yamaclaus damn next year next year. so everyone try to smile tomorrow, be nice to your family because during the holidays you should appreciate them the most, they love you, and you love them no matter who you are.
have yourself a merry little christmas<3
so drink your gin and tonika, and smoke your marijuanukah, have a happy, happy happy, happy, hannukah
tonight was really fun i love my family, and the smerilsons should just adopt our last name already. i wish my mom was there but tomorrow we'll be with her family :) <3 |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|07:10 pm] |
FRIENDS ONLY
*because if you search your name on yahoo and i write about you, the link to my journal comes up. ugh terrible if anyone finds this. if i were you id do the same. it can only lead to problems
<3 |
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